With two successful albums in the span of only nine months, Simon soon found herself solidified as a famous and immensely popular singer/songwriter. In 1971, she received a Grammy Award for Best New Artist of the Year, and additionally one nomination in the “Best Pop Female Vocalist” category.
Carly Simon – “You’re So Vain”
In November of 1972, Carly Simon released her third album, and it was intended to be her big commercial breakthrough. No Secrets spent five weeks at No. 1 on the US Billboard 200 chart and quickly achieved gold status.
It was a great album that spread all over the world, spending weeks and weeks on the top of the charts in countries like Norway, Australia and Canada. But it was one song in particular – the third on the album – that would change her life forever.
You’re So Vain was the song that most people reference when talking of Carly Simon. It was a smash-hit right away, and throughout the years, it’s grown even bigger and bigger.
The song is currently ranked at No. 92 on Billboard‘s Greatest Songs of All-Time list. In 2014, it was voted as number as no 216 when Recording Industry Association of America (RIAA) asked the question of the best songs of the century. That same year, it was crowned as the ultimate song of the 1970’s by the UK Official Charts Company.
The album was recorded at the famous Trident Studios in London, England, where bands like The Beatles recorded The White Album and David Bowie made Space Oddity.
You’re So Vain – recording
You’re So Vain also held plenty of secrets when it was released, and for many years it was the subject of one of rock ‘n’ roll’s biggest mysteries. But we’ll get to that soon.
Firstly, Rolling Stones frontman Mick Jagger is uncredited on the song, even though he sings on the chorus.
At the time of the recording, several other famous artists were at the Trident Studios, and the likes of Paul McCartney, Linda McCartney, legendary record producer George Martin, and Harry Nilsson watched her record. Actually, McCartney himself pitched in to guest star with background vocals.
And then there was Mick Jagger. Carly Simon wrote in her memoir that he actually invited himself to the recording. Jagger had pursued her in London and called Trident Studios once he understood she was there.
“It was shortly after midnight. Mick and I, we were close together – the same height, same coloring, same lips,” Simon writes.
“I felt as if I was trying to stay within a pink gravity that was starting to loosen its silky grip on me. I was thrilled by the proximity, remembering all the times I had spent imitating him in front of my closet mirror.”
As mentioned, You’re So Vain was a rock ‘n’ roll mystery. It’s always fun to know the background story of a song, wether its about a certain event, a person, or if that one line is a reference for something special.
You’re So Vain – who is it about?
In Carly Simon’s case, no one knew who You’re So Vain was about.
Some guessed – and had conspiracy theories – that the song was about Mick Jagger. Sure, there was a pretty clear connection between the two, especially since he actually sang on the record.
But no, it turns out the rumours were wrong. The truth is that You’re So Vain – at least the second verse – is about one-time Hollywood lothario Warren Beatty, whom she dated briefly in the early 1970’s.
“You had me several years ago when I was still quite naive.
Well you said that we made such a pretty pair.
And that you would never leave.
But you gave away the things you loved and one of them was me.
I had some dreams, they were clouds in my coffee.
Clouds in my coffee”.
In her memoir, Carly revealed that the song was also about two other people, but she won’t reveal who they were.
“I don’t think so,” she told People. “At least until they know it’s about them.”
“Probably, if we were sitting over at dinner and I said: ‘remember that time you walked into the party and…’ I don’t know if I’ll do it. I never thought I would admit that it was more than one person.”
Simon dated Warren Beatty for a short while in the ’70s, and described him as a “glorious specimen” who put all other men “to shame, if looks and charm were what you were after.”
Carly Simon – James Taylor
So what about Carly Simon’s love life besides Warren? Well, she’s been married once, to singer/songwriter James Taylor.
They had met briefly as children, and then again in her dressing room in 1971. She described the latter meeting in her book. Taylor was there together with his then-girlfriend Joni Mitchell.
“He was barefoot, long-legged, long-footed – and is knees were bent,” she wrote in her memoir.
”He wore dark red, loose, wide-wale corduroys and a long-sleeved Henley with one button open, his right hand clutching a self-rule cigarette. His hair, simultaneously shiny and disheveled, fell evenly on both sides of his head, and he wore a scruffy, understated mustache, the kind so fashionable back in the yearly 1970s. He seemed both kempt and unkempt. Even sprawled out on the floor, everything about him communicated that he was, in fact, the center of something – the core of an apple, the center of a note.”
Carly Simon and James Taylor started dating later the same year and tied the knot in November of 1972. 11 years later, the couple divorced, but it wasn’t just because they didn’t have the same love for each other anymore.
Carly Simon – children
Simon explained that it mostly had to do with drugs. They had two children, now grown up and working in the music business. Daughter Sally Taylor is 46 years old and Ben Taylor’s 43.
Her memoir Boys in the Trees pretty much ends with her marriage to James Taylor. Her son hasn’t read the book. But her daughter has.
“I think he would feel more conflicted than Sally did,” Simon told ABC in 2016. “I had told her almost everything, but when she read it all together, she was just so amazed. She said, ‘I’m so proud of you for being able to tell it like it is for you.’”
Carly Simon was later engaged to musician Russ Kunkel in 1985. She married writer James Hart in December 1987, but the couple divorced in 2007.
Carly Simon, now 75 years of age, continued making music for many years to come. And, as a by-product, continued to win several awards for her trophy cabinet.
Her 1977 worldwide hit Nobody Does It Better was the theme song of the Bond movie The Spy Who Loved Me. It’s considered by many to be one of the greatest Bond anthems of all time.
Hall of Fame entry
In 1988, she released the song Let The River Run, first featured in the 1988 movie Working Girl. With the song, she became the first singer ever to win three major awards for a single track: an Academy Award, a Grammy and a Golden Globe.
Six years later, in 1994, Carly was inducted into the Songwriters Hall of Fame.
Carly Simon lived a happy life during the 1960s and 1970s. She sure is a legendary singer with a legacy that will live on forever.
Thank you for all the wonderful music, Carly, and we hope to hear more in the future.
Please, share this story with friends and family!
When Carly Simon wrote the song You’re So Vain, her career changed forever, and yet the song remains one of rock ‘n’ roll’s biggest mysteries. Who is the person Simon is singing about?
Well, Carly herself has revealed who the classic song is about.
The 1970’s sure was a time for great music. During the 1960’s, bands like The Beatles had conquered the world, and now it was time for the likes of Bob Dylan and others to take over.
Carly Simon – singer/songwriter
One of those who did just that was Carly Simon. The wonderful singer/songwriter became one of the most popular artists when her career began to grow in the early 1970’s.
We’ve all heard You’re so Vain and various other classics from the New Yorker. But what about her life? And who was You’re so Vain actually about? This is the story of the wonderful Carly Simon.
Carly Simon was born on June 25, 1945, in New York City, the youngest daughter of an upper-class New York family. Her father Richard Simon was the co-founder of the Simon & Schuster publishing company.
Carly Simon – childhood
Now, Carly’s childhood wasn’t exactly perfect. As a third daughter, she often felt inadequate. Did her parents really want her?
“After two daughters he’d been counting on a son, a male successor to be named Carl. When I was born, he and Mommy simply added a y to the word, like an accusing chromosome: Carly,” she said.
When she was just 7 or 8 years old, Carly experienced a string of disturbing sexual encounters with a teenage boy.
“I didn’t realize that I was being used,” she said in an interview with USA Today. “I thought of myself as being in love with him. I’m sure a lot of girls go through the same thing.”
As a young girl, Carly got to see what the music industry was all about. But it would be some time before she would become the sensation she was.
Simon split her time between her family’s townhouse in Greenwich Village, New York and a wonderful estate in Stamford, Connecticut. The estate in Stamford saw the young girl surrounded by celebrities like Albert Einstein and Eleanor Roosevelt.
The Simon family were also good friends of legendary baseball player Jackie Robinson, who soon would take Carly under his wing. Jackie Robinson and his family lived in the Stamford house while their own home was under construction.
Befriended Jackie Robinson
She got to sit in the dugout at the old Ebbets Field in Brooklyn – home of the then-Brooklyn Dodgers. Soon, she became the unofficial mascot of the team.
“Jackie even taught me how to bat lefty, though it never took”, Simon wrote in her memoir Boys in the Trees (2015).
“He always had the cutest look around the side of his mouth, as if he were thinking about what he was about to say before he said it.”
However, the family would go through a tragedy. Simon’s father was strong-armed out of his own company, and died in 1960, just before his daughter’s 16th birthday.
For her part, Carly showed an early interest in music. She started singing together with brother Joey – who later became a successful writer, writing the music for the Broadway show The Secret Garden – but later, it was her and her sister who would go on to pursue a career in the business.
As Carly wrote on her website, she and sister Lucy taught themselves three chords on the guitar and hitch-hiked up to Provincetown, MA in the summer of 1964.
The Simon Sisters – as they called themselves – sang at a local bar called The Moors, with a repertoar consisting of folk music, as well as some of their own songs.
Touring with sister Lucy
Carly Simon and Lucy were eventually signed to Kapp Records and played a couple of clubs in Greenwich Village, opening for early comedians Woody Allen and Dick Cavett, among others, and even played in the UK.
In her memoir, Simon recalls the boat trip across the Atlantic heading home.
They were on the same boat as Sean Connery, and Carly and her sister ended up spending the trip with the actor. At that point, of course, no one could realize or even imagine that Carly would write a Bond theme song 12 years later.
The sister duo released three albums in the 1960s before Lucy left to get married.
Carly Simon was on her own, but still determined to forge a career in the music industry. However, her career had a slow start. She started working as a summer-camp counselor and as a secretary on a TV show.
Carly’s career
In February of 1971, Simon released her debut album Carly Simon. The song That’s the Way I’ve Always Heard It Should Be – an anti-marriage-song – became her first hit, reaching No. 10 on the Billboard Hot 100 list.
In October, later the same year, Simon released her second album, Anticipation. By now, things had really started to blow up. Her album went gold in two years and contained the smash hit Anticipation, which peaked at No. 13 on the Billboard pop singles chart and also at No. 3 on the Billboard Adult Contemporary chart in the United States.
According to herself, Simon wrote the song in just 15 minutes while waiting for Cat Stevens at her place, whom she was dating at the time and had made dinner for. When he arrived, the song was ready, but the date only lasted a short while.
“He gave me whispers and drawings of Blake poems,” Carly Simon said. “He told me about his childhood, his mixed Greek and Swedish parents, and we made a connection that has lasted.”
With two successful albums in the span of only nine months, Simon soon found herself solidified as a famous and immensely popular singer/songwriter. In 1971, she received a Grammy Award for Best New Artist of the Year, and additionally one nomination in the “Best Pop Female Vocalist” category.
Carly Simon – “You’re So Vain”
In November of 1972, Carly Simon released her third album, and it was intended to be her big commercial breakthrough. No Secrets spent five weeks at No. 1 on the US Billboard 200 chart and quickly achieved gold status.
It was a great album that spread all over the world, spending weeks and weeks on the top of the charts in countries like Norway, Australia and Canada. But it was one song in particular – the third on the album – that would change her life forever.
You’re So Vain was the song that most people reference when talking of Carly Simon. It was a smash-hit right away, and throughout the years, it’s grown even bigger and bigger.
The song is currently ranked at No. 92 on Billboard‘s Greatest Songs of All-Time list. In 2014, it was voted as number as no 216 when Recording Industry Association of America (RIAA) asked the question of the best songs of the century. That same year, it was crowned as the ultimate song of the 1970’s by the UK Official Charts Company.
The album was recorded at the famous Trident Studios in London, England, where bands like The Beatles recorded The White Album and David Bowie made Space Oddity.
You’re So Vain – recording
You’re So Vain also held plenty of secrets when it was released, and for many years it was the subject of one of rock ‘n’ roll’s biggest mysteries. But we’ll get to that soon.
Firstly, Rolling Stones frontman Mick Jagger is uncredited on the song, even though he sings on the chorus.
At the time of the recording, several other famous artists were at the Trident Studios, and the likes of Paul McCartney, Linda McCartney, legendary record producer George Martin, and Harry Nilsson watched her record. Actually, McCartney himself pitched in to guest star with background vocals.
And then there was Mick Jagger. Carly Simon wrote in her memoir that he actually invited himself to the recording. Jagger had pursued her in London and called Trident Studios once he understood she was there.
“It was shortly after midnight. Mick and I, we were close together – the same height, same coloring, same lips,” Simon writes.
“I felt as if I was trying to stay within a pink gravity that was starting to loosen its silky grip on me. I was thrilled by the proximity, remembering all the times I had spent imitating him in front of my closet mirror.”
As mentioned, You’re So Vain was a rock ‘n’ roll mystery. It’s always fun to know the background story of a song, wether its about a certain event, a person, or if that one line is a reference for something special.
You’re So Vain – who is it about?
In Carly Simon’s case, no one knew who You’re So Vain was about.
Some guessed – and had conspiracy theories – that the song was about Mick Jagger. Sure, there was a pretty clear connection between the two, especially since he actually sang on the record.
But no, it turns out the rumours were wrong. The truth is that You’re So Vain – at least the second verse – is about one-time Hollywood lothario Warren Beatty, whom she dated briefly in the early 1970’s.
“You had me several years ago when I was still quite naive.
Well you said that we made such a pretty pair.
And that you would never leave.
But you gave away the things you loved and one of them was me.
I had some dreams, they were clouds in my coffee.
Clouds in my coffee”.
In her memoir, Carly revealed that the song was also about two other people, but she won’t reveal who they were.
“I don’t think so,” she told People. “At least until they know it’s about them.”
“Probably, if we were sitting over at dinner and I said: ‘remember that time you walked into the party and…’ I don’t know if I’ll do it. I never thought I would admit that it was more than one person.”
Simon dated Warren Beatty for a short while in the ’70s, and described him as a “glorious specimen” who put all other men “to shame, if looks and charm were what you were after.”
Carly Simon – James Taylor
So what about Carly Simon’s love life besides Warren? Well, she’s been married once, to singer/songwriter James Taylor.
They had met briefly as children, and then again in her dressing room in 1971. She described the latter meeting in her book. Taylor was there together with his then-girlfriend Joni Mitchell.
“He was barefoot, long-legged, long-footed – and is knees were bent,” she wrote in her memoir.
”He wore dark red, loose, wide-wale corduroys and a long-sleeved Henley with one button open, his right hand clutching a self-rule cigarette. His hair, simultaneously shiny and disheveled, fell evenly on both sides of his head, and he wore a scruffy, understated mustache, the kind so fashionable back in the yearly 1970s. He seemed both kempt and unkempt. Even sprawled out on the floor, everything about him communicated that he was, in fact, the center of something – the core of an apple, the center of a note.”
Carly Simon and James Taylor started dating later the same year and tied the knot in November of 1972. 11 years later, the couple divorced, but it wasn’t just because they didn’t have the same love for each other anymore.
Carly Simon – children
Simon explained that it mostly had to do with drugs. They had two children, now grown up and working in the music business. Daughter Sally Taylor is 46 years old and Ben Taylor’s 43.
Her memoir Boys in the Trees pretty much ends with her marriage to James Taylor. Her son hasn’t read the book. But her daughter has.
“I think he would feel more conflicted than Sally did,” Simon told ABC in 2016. “I had told her almost everything, but when she read it all together, she was just so amazed. She said, ‘I’m so proud of you for being able to tell it like it is for you.’”
Carly Simon was later engaged to musician Russ Kunkel in 1985. She married writer James Hart in December 1987, but the couple divorced in 2007.
Carly Simon, now 75 years of age, continued making music for many years to come. And, as a by-product, continued to win several awards for her trophy cabinet.
Her 1977 worldwide hit Nobody Does It Better was the theme song of the Bond movie The Spy Who Loved Me. It’s considered by many to be one of the greatest Bond anthems of all time.
Hall of Fame entry
In 1988, she released the song Let The River Run, first featured in the 1988 movie Working Girl. With the song, she became the first singer ever to win three major awards for a single track: an Academy Award, a Grammy and a Golden Globe.
Six years later, in 1994, Carly was inducted into the Songwriters Hall of Fame.
Carly Simon lived a happy life during the 1960s and 1970s. She sure is a legendary singer with a legacy that will live on forever.
Thank you for all the wonderful music, Carly, and we hope to hear more in the future.
Please, share this story with friends and family!
Weeks After My Wedding, I Overheard My Husband and My Mother Talking – What They Said Made My Blood Run Cold
Claire thought her whirlwind romance was the start of her happily ever after—until an overheard conversation between her mother and her husband, James. Betrayed by the two people she trusted most, Claire embarks on a journey to uncover their motives and reclaim her life.
They say hindsight is 20/20, but no one tells you how much it can hurt. Looking back, the warning signs were there, flashing like neon lights. I just didn’t want to see them.
A woman sitting outside | Source: Midjourney
It all started a few months ago when I met James during a rushed lunch break at a tiny coffee shop downtown. He was charming, attentive, and just the right kind of confident—the kind that makes you feel like you’re the only person in the room.
And he stole my attention away from the club sandwich I’d been craving all morning. Not to mention, his smile…
Food at a coffee shop | Source: Midjourney
Four whirlwind months later, he proposed while we were taking a walk on the beach. I said yes without hesitation. I mean, sure, people raised their eyebrows.
“Too fast,” Cyril, James’ uncle, said.
“Claire must be pregnant,” another person hissed at our engagement party.
“Maybe it’s about money,” my cousin, Melody, said.
A couple at the beach | Source: Midjourney
But I didn’t care. I was convinced I’d found my forever person.
Our wedding was a modest, intimate, and beautiful affair. It had all the pink and champagne tones a girl could have hoped for. And I felt more special than I had in my entire life.
My mom, Patricia, couldn’t have been happier.
Table settings at a wedding | Source: Midjourney
From the moment she met James, she gushed about how he was perfect for me. At the time, I thought it was sweet.
Now, I know better. Way better.
My relationship with my mom had always been complicated. She was overly involved in my life, especially after my messy breakup with my college boyfriend, Nick. I’d been devastated after catching him cheating on me with a close friend.
A woman sitting at a kitchen table | Source: Midjourney
In our dorm!
For months, my mom hovered, offering unsolicited advice about love and relationships.
“You’re too trusting,” she’d say, or “You need someone who will protect you, Claire.”
But her protectiveness turned suffocating after a health scare two years ago when I was diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes. It required constant management, like monitoring my blood sugar levels, insulin injections, and a careful balance of diet and exercise.
A woman sitting in a hospital bed | Source: Midjourney
I had since stabilized, but it was as if my mom never got the memo. She saw me as fragile, incapable of navigating my life alone.
I should have realized that mindset would lead her to do something drastic.
Thanksgiving came and went with all the warmth and tradition you’d expect. My husband and I joined my parents for dinner, laughing over turkey and tons of pie, diabetes friendly, of course. After dessert, I headed upstairs to my childhood room. I’d left a box of keepsakes there and decided to grab it before we left.
Pies on a table | Source: Midjourney
It was a box of friendship bracelets, bookmarks, old Polaroids, and love letters from school crushes. I also wanted to take my collection of first edition classic novels—James had finally built my bookshelf.
That’s when everything started to unravel.
I needed an empty box to pack the books, so I turned back toward the stairs, hoping that I’d find a box in the garage. As I approached the landing, I froze.
A close up of a bookshelf | Source: Midjourney
Voices drifted up from the living room. They were low, hushed, and conspiratorial.
“Patricia, you know damn well that I wouldn’t have married her if you hadn’t given me the…”
That was James.
My stomach twisted, the pie mixing uncomfortably. What was he talking about?
A shocked woman standing in a hallway | Source: Midjourney
My mom’s voice cut him off, sharp and urgent.
“Shh! James! She might hear us.”
I crept closer, my heart pounding.
“I’m just saying, the money is nice and all that. But you didn’t need to go that far. The money’s nice, but living with her… It’s not exactly what I signed up for. I have to check on her every single time the house is too quiet. And I have to monitor everything she eats. Do you know how difficult that is?”
A woman standing at the bottom of the stairs | Source: Midjourney
I couldn’t breathe. My head spun.
What money? And living with her? My chest felt like it was caving in.
“I told you,” my mom whispered, her voice insistent. “She’s fragile. Nobody else would’ve… well, you know. Just be patient, James. It’s not forever. Soon, when she’s doing better at work, you can leave. She needs her confidence up first.”
Fragile.
A woman holding her head | Source: Midjourney
It was like I was some kind of broken doll she’d handed off to be fixed.
James scoffed.
“Yeah, yeah, sure. But don’t forget, Patricia, I expect the rest of the payment by Christmas. I’m not sticking around if you don’t hold up your end.”
My legs wobbled as I backed away into my childhood bedroom, barely able to process what I’d just heard. My husband had been paid to marry me.
A broken doll in a box | Source: Midjourney
By my own mother.
I sat in my room, staring blankly at the posters on the wall, the weight of their words pressing down on me. Fragile? No one else would’ve married me?
Every memory of James, the sweet gestures, the whispered promises, now all of that felt like a cruel joke. For the next few weeks, I lived in a nightmare. I pretended that everything was fine while secretly piecing through the truth.
An upset woman sitting on a desk | Source: Midjourney
When James worked late, I dug through his belongings, finding bank statements that told a damning story. There were large deposits from my mom’s account labeled with vague memos:
For expenses. First installment. Final payment.
Of course, it was the final payment, due at Christmas, like James had demanded. That sent me reeling. James wasn’t just in this for the money; he depended on it.
A woman using a laptop | Source: Midjourney
In his emails, I found conversations with friends mentioning gambling debts and maxed-out credit cards. My mom had essentially bailed him out in exchange for his cooperation.
I barely held it together. Every time James touched me, I flinched. Every time my mom called, I bit back the urge to scream. The betrayal stung in ways I hadn’t anticipated, shaking my self-worth to the core.
Did my mom think I was unlovable? Did James ever care about me at all? Was it all just a performance?
An upset woman standing on a balcony | Source: Midjourney
I debated confronting them privately but then decided against it.
“No, Claire,” I told myself. “Don’t give them the satisfaction of something private and respectful. They deserve worse.”
A public confrontation would hold them accountable, preventing them from gaslighting me or spinning the narrative in their favor.
A woman standing on a balcony and looking pensive | Source: Midjourney
Christmas Eve arrived, and my mom hosted the usual family dinner. Her house sparkled with holiday cheer—from the twinkling lights to the tray of cinnamon eggnog to the carols playing softly in the background.
James and I arrived early, carrying gifts. One of them, carefully wrapped and tied with a bow, held the evidence and damning truth.
The evening unfolded like any other Christmas Eve dinner. My mom’s smile was as fake as the plastic mistletoe hanging in the doorway. James played the doting husband, serving me from the platters of food, his arm constantly around me like nothing had changed.
A tray of eggnog | Source: Midjourney
But inside? I was shaking.
When dessert was served, I stood, holding my “gift.”
“Before we get into the sweet treats,” I said, forcing my voice to remain steady, “I want to give Mom something special.”
Her face lit up, her eyes sparkling with anticipation.
A woman standing in a dining room | Source: Midjourney
“Oh, honey pie,” she exclaimed, “you didn’t have to! You being here and being all happy and healthy is the only gift I needed.”
“Oh, no,” I said. “You definitely deserve this one, Mom.”
I handed her the box and smiled.
She tore into the wrapping paper, her smile faltering as she got through the box’s seal, uncovering the contents. A stack of papers. Her confusion quickly turned to panic as she read the top page.
An excited woman sitting at a table | Source: Midjourney
“Do you want to read it aloud, Mom?” I asked sweetly. “Or should I?”
The room fell silent.
“I… I don’t understand. What is this?” she asked.
“It’s a record of every payment you made to James,” I said, my voice cutting through the tension like a knife. “For marrying me.”
Gasps rippled around the table. James’ fork clattered to his plate.
A shocked man sitting at a table | Source: Midjourney
“Claire, I can explain,” he began to say while my mom spoke, too.
“Honey, I don’t know who told you what, but…”
I raised my hand.
“Save it. Both of you,” I said.
My mom spoke first, despite my words, her face was ghostly pale.
A woman looking stern | Source: Midjourney
“Darling, I did it for you!” she said quietly. “I didn’t want you to be alone. After your father cheated on me when you were a child, I’ve had to live with being alone. It’s difficult and lonely. And you’re… sickly, Claire. I did it for you, honey.”
“You didn’t do it for me!” I shot back, my voice trembling with anger. “You did it because you think I’m not good enough to find someone on my own. Isn’t that right? It’s because you wanted control, isn’t it? Well, congratulations, Mom. You bought me a husband. And you’ve both lost me.”
James tried to interject, but I turned on him, fire in my veins.
An upset woman sitting at a table | Source: Midjourney
“And as for you,” I said, “my goodness. I hope the money was worth it. Because you’re not getting anything from me. Not another cent. My mother can continue being your bank for all I care. But this marriage is definitely over.”
With that, I grabbed my coat and walked out, leaving them to choke on the ruins of their lies.
It’s been a few months since that night. I filed for divorce early in the new year because it had been a nightmare to get any lawyers to work on it as soon as possible.
A lawyer sitting at her desk | Source: Midjourney
James didn’t contest it. He probably knew fighting it would expose the payments, or bribes, or whatever you’d call it.
I’ve barely spoken to my mom. She’s tried to apologize, sending tearful texts and emails, but I’m not ready to forgive her.
Maybe I never will.
A sad older woman | Source: Midjourney
Healing has been slow, especially because the stress of the situation had led me to eat things I wasn’t supposed to, causing my blood sugar levels to skyrocket, sending me straight to the hospital for a week.
But since then, I’ve been going to therapy, which has helped me unpack the hurt and rebuild my self-esteem. I’ve also reconnected with old friends who’ve reminded me of my worth.
I may not know what the future holds, but for the first time in years, I feel free. And that’s worth more than all the money in the world.
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